Kyra.

 Where do I begin? 🌻

I've been debating whether I should post this sablay photo of mine for a few weeks now. Three years ago, I couldn't look at this photo without feeling sadness and shame for not graduating on time, for not living up to people's expectations. Three years ago, I hid this photo in the deepest part of my closet and I almost forgot it even existed...

People would frequently ask me "Graduate ka na ba?" and I would say "Hindi pa eh," and just laugh uncomfortably. It would always hurt my heart when I see their disappointed faces.

Now, believe it or not, I'm just thankful for those three extra years I spent in UP. I learned to let go of the rigid standards I've set for myself and live a little 😉. I learned to appreciate the time I was given, to accept my limitations, and to truly be kinder to myself. I learned that there is no shame in asking for help❣️

After years and years, I can now look at this photo and just feel proud of what I was able to overcome. 

It took longer than expected, but I finally crossed the finish line I've been eyeing for years! I have nothing but gratitude for all the wonderful people who cheered for me until the very end.

To my friends, my batchmates, my UPMCE family (hi guys!), thank you for taking time out of your busy schedules to check up on me. It's comforting to know you care enough to ask 🤗 Thank you for your words of advice and encouragement.

To Mama Tes Mateo Lopez, Papa Raymond B. Lopez, Ate Kath Lopez, and Neil Lopez... ETO NA PO! Thank you for the unwavering support and endless patience. Thank you for being my source of courage and strength. I didn't think I'd to live to see this day. I love you all so much! ❤️ Thank you for not disowning me (hehe).

Salamat, UP kong mahal!

Kyra Mikaela M. Lopez

2013-0xxxx (oo, 2013!)

Bachelor of Science in Computer Science

University of the Philippines Manila

#Sablay2020